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i started school a few days ago. the classes that i signed up for was way too much so i decided to drop that body conditioning class that was from 630 a.m. - 730a.m. it was conflictnig anyway i had a eight hour lab rite after it. i havent been going to the gym lately and i havent been watching what i've been eating but i lost two pounds. god i wish life was like that... imma start the gym again.
today: water.
subway
steak
out: hour at the gym.

my advice about the 'working till i'm exhausted & nothing comming off."

a lot has happened since the last time i've updated. i've been strressing out about my weight and how i wasn't losing anything. there was a dry spell to where i wasn't losing anything in three days! but i was watching what i ate, going to gym everyday and weighing myself to dissapointment. so i was forced into skipping a day at the gym because of work... i hate sundays. i did a seven hour shift but it wa s still fun... and i lost two pounds! i went to the gym the next day and lost 1.2 pounds. the day after that, which is today, i skipped the gym again to go to san francisco and i lost another pound! i did watch what i ate, of course... but i think what helped me on losing weight... is not concentrating so hard on concentrating to lose weight. i think changing your everyday routine but making sure there was some sort of work out (like walking, laughing, play wrestling, climbing trees, going up and down ladders) can help a ton!
a song to download, that i personally suggest, is video by india ari. i cannot stress anymore on how much that song brings so much warmth into my soul.
210 pounds! i will lose five more before the end of next week!!

determination.

i think i'm not as determined as i was in the begining. i'm stuck at 214 and i'm watching what i eat, sometimes... but going to the gym every day for like an hour. poo. queestion... how do i get rid of my fat tummy??

i finally got a monday morning gym partner.... but that's only one day out of the week, i can deal. i need to figure out how to use the weights anyways. i've lost seven pounds with the help of alli and it shows. my love handles arnt as big as they used to be.. and they dont fold or touch each other anymore. but i need to still wrk on them. my boyfriend found my bottle of alli. i was trying to keep it a secret... but i got caught. hopefully with my results he may take alli into consideration with the gym and eating healthy. at first he was kinda worried with me about the pills because his older sister battled with anoerxia bulimia for so many of her teenage years... but i dont think i'd go down that road. anyways. i hope you all are well.

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Like all you other females, you've probably been in my shoes and at this very moment I am in your shoes. My name is anonymous, I'm a college student standing at five foot two inches, weighing in about 220 pounds. I'm a size 18 in the waist and I'm feeling myself grow by the day. So now I suck, I lacking the maturity to love my body and here I am hateing it. I guess I'll do a food blog because it seems popular with the Xanga crowd, and hopefully all of you will help me with losing pounds.